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Desouza Gilmerio

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22 October

What's In A Name?

I haven't been here in Months! Though somehow i think my punctuation is better now. Hehehe. I'm here today coz well i'm just feeling really low and have nowhere else to go. I'm cathing up on the things tha used to be, and the things that i've long forgotten. Oh... One Tree Hill is amazing!!! It's like sooo much more than The OC for me, I mean The OC is good and all but One Tree Hill is great. I can so relate to every charachter to some point in my life. And Rachel, Brooke and Peyton as soooooo HOT!!!! they're like wowwee!!! Seriosuly!! And The Best part... They're Cheerleadres, they're like every guys childhood fantasy!!! YUM!!! But over all the show is great. I have season 1, 2 and 3 on dvd..i'm downloading season 4 now. I've watched 3 episodes so far and....they're seriously amazing. but i guess i'll get bored of this too in a while.. but so what..life moves on... hehehe... i'm listening to Fountains Of Wayne now.. haven't heard these guys in quite sometime. Oh recently in college we had ths diwali party.. damn amazing... I was kinda feeling damn low in the beginning of it... i mean... just...i don't know why... but later...when alcohol is there to numb up all your senses... it doesn't even matter... I'm in a mood to get back in the place..where i was... alone and away from the world where where noone knows your name....
 
And now we're grown up orphans that never Knew their names
Don't belong to no one that's a shame
You could hide beside me maybe for a while
And I won't tell no one your name
I won't tell em' your name
Name - Goo Goo Dolls
 
let's see... nothings certain yet.... !!! Peace Out!!
9 May

To Infinity And Beyond

  Well Starting Off The The Buzz Lightyear Famous LIne. It's Kinda Cool!!! I've Not Written in My BLogs For A WHile Now. Too lOng Actually!!! A Lot Has Changed some Hasn't!!! What Has Been Changed You'll Hear ABout!!! For Now, I'm Currently IN Kuwait have 1 more Day To Go!!! Spent 19 Days Here So Far!!! THoguh REally Enjoyed Shopping!! Plus All The TIme I Spent Alone Was Really Needed!!! I Kinda REalised I'm Quite Self Sufficient!! Usually I ALways Had Mum Around To Do WHatever!! But Here I Realised That If I Want SOmething DOne, I Gotta Do It Myself!! I Also Realised I Love My Mum Like Crazy, Not that i'd Ever Tell It To her Straight, But SHe's An Amazing Women, Nooone COuld Ever COmpare To Her!!! Noone!!!
 
  Oh and I've Realised Also I Can Cook Quite Well, Wash Dishes, Clean And TIdy The House and Also Do Manual Labour... Never THough I'd be Up For Any Of THose THings!!! But WHo'd Ever Know I'd COme DOwn To That!!! ALso Another Achievement is that I Did All These THings on My Own Accord, My Pop Never asked Me Once TO Do ANything!! Damn MAn I Still Remeber Being THe Stubborn Kid who refused To Even Wash His Own Plate!!! Feels Good THough , I Mean IN THe Night Before I Go To Bed, I Sit and Think ABout ALl That I Have DOne, Looks Like After All I Am Part Of This Grand Design! Hehehe!!!
 
  When I Wasn't Working I Was Either Chatting With My Friends Or Watching Movies Or 'The OC'... Oh My God!!!! WAtch The Second Season...Every Season Gets You More And More Hooked Up To It!!! The First Season Was Just Like Wow!!! The Second Season...OHH YEAH WOW!!! I Just CAn't Wait For The Third Season!!I cAn Sooo Relate TO Everyone There, Especially Ryan & Marrissa. Ryan THe WHole "Bad Boy Wanting To Do Good Tryin To Fit In" & Marissa THe Whole "Do Anything & Everything To Piss Off Her Parents, Then Guzzle It DOwn With Alcohol" ALso Kinda Realte To Seth a lil!!!
 
  Well i Guess That's All. I'll Be Home In A Day Or Two. Feels Nice To Write Down How Everything IS GOin, I SHOuld DO THis More OFten!!! Peace Out!!!
22 November

And the Road became My bride

  Yesterday Was Great... I met Niki's Bro for the first time...He's Really Cool yaar.... I Actually Enjoyed Chillin' Out Wit him!!! We were planning To bunk Mass as usual, so we decided to go to Kileshwar, to booze and chill out.... So Happened That Sunny (Niki's) bro turns up...and we asked him to join Us.... He's seriously damn cool!!!! ANd After about wasting an hour deciding where to go we finally decided to go to Dhanna Pani... Picked Up A Litre Of Imperial Blue and headed out... Two Zens with a Passion!!! In Lloyd's Zen Was Lloyd, Zane, Jill, Duran and Me... And in Sunny's Zen Was Sunny, Nikki, CHOTU, Punk...and on the Passion was Rishabh and Vidhur....
  More Like a Sify meets Lourdes Colony Scene.... THoguh WE ENjoyed...You Can't Just Believe I Was Actually Jiving On the ROad...In The Middle Of Dhanna Pani....LOL!!!! Then the cops came and sent us away....haha.... we proceded further down to Resort.... LOL!!!! Seriously Enjoyed Myself There.... A Wonderful Night... RIghtfully Put!!! Noone was Drunk... More On THe lines Of Buzzed.... hahaha.... Thoguh Lloyd almost got Sunny and gang killed.... that was funny LOL!!! Straight head On Wit A BEST bus!!! Hahahah!!!! Thoguh It was Quite Fun!!! Oh ANd Listen TO THis... i Was Actually Trippin' NO Trace and Hip-Hop!!!! YUCK!!!! But Still Fun!!!!
  Today Duran's Parents Were Kinda Out so we were chillin' out at her place.... Had A Shot Of Practically every single spirit, wine and liquer possible under the sun!!! Like Seriously..wasn't high or anything but it was fun... I Guess I've Gotten Really close to DUran and Jill.... it's seems weird..But I Guess i have!!! Plan A Ditched Me For Coffee Today.... Said she had To Go For classes!!! hmmm.... Whatever!!!! Oh i almost forgot...Jill fell coz she was kinda buzzed... ANd hurt her eye-brow.... was like continiously bleeding ... i Think she may have needed atleast 1 stich... but she didn't want to...so i didn't tell the others.... hmmm.... not sure if that was a good idea...but still yaar!!!!
  Welll I'm goin to grab some shut eye now...Kinda quite tired... so Peace Out!!!
19 November

A Great Day For Freedom!!!!

  Awesomeness Personnified!!!! Today Was A Great Day, I Enjoyed Like Crazy!!! Didn't Really Expect To But Still Did!!! THe Whole Morning I Spent Hoping Wit All My Heart That She Would COme FOr THe Movie... "Harry Potter And The Goblet of Fire"....
  And you Know What!!!!! She CAme!!!!!! She was Looking Awesome.... As Always.... And Smelling Really Really Great.... (Honestly She Was Smelling Like Beer, LOL, Really) Damn Man...Sweet Sweet Smell Of Beer!!!! The Movie Was Ok....Not That Interesting...But The Moment Was Great!!! Definitely One of my Treasured moments!!! Definitely!!!! During The Movie she didn't wanna come out for a smoke.... I Mean like coz definitely Doesn't.... and well so i sat and gave her company while theses other bastards went for a smoke... (Jill, Zane & Duran)...THoguh No Regrets...i Asked Her If She'd Like To Be My Date For Christmas.... She Said She Had Other Plans...But She'll Try...Glimpse Of Hope, Ray Of Light!!!!But SHe's Really Quite Aweosme.... I'm Actually Hanging By A Moment For her!!!!The Most Aweosme Thign Was Everyone's Attitude when She came.... no Childish Behaviour and SHit...they were like all Chillin' out wit her...and i hope she felt comfortable.... She's Damn sweet Yaar... Christmas is coming.... and "Love Actually" rules..... LOL!!!!!!
  That's It...i Guess i'm GOin To Bandra in The Morning... Pick up a Stud for my Chin Piercing... and Drink Like A FIsh!!! LOL!!!! Life's Great getting CLose To Greatness!!!! and Closer To Greaterness!!! hahaaha!!!!
 
Peace Out!!!!
7 November

I Can't Explain, You Will Not Understand!!!!

   Oh My God...... Firstly I'm A BSC IT Student.... Taking part For A Fashion Show.... Not Even Taking Part, Managing A Fashion Show.... And Winning First Place!!!! That's It...First Place!!!! But More than Actually Winning I Enjoyed Particpating.... The WHole Co-Ordination Of Everything And Stuff.... Just Awesome.... made Some Great New Friends, It's Quite Funny.... Got A New Place To Chill Out....It's Called "Zanes".... Hahahaha!!!!
   No But It's Really Fun....It's Like Drink Til You Drop And Noone Drops!!!! LOL!!!! I'm Relishing In the Exquisite Tastes Of Unheard Flavours and Unknown Candy....Enjoying Every Moment. Suprisingly I Just Learnt SOmething.... I Basically Can't Stay IN Just one Friend Circle.... I Need To Move On and Along...Though SOmething Very Strange Has Happened.... Somehow while i moved along...I Guess I made Others Move Along Too...Jill and Duran...They Just Came ALong..It's Not Liek I'm Sad Or Anything...It's Just That....How Awesome A Feeling It Is To Know...That Even In Our Differences We Can Find Simmilarities!!!! LIfe Is REally A Weird Road!!!! WEll then I'll get back To THis...i Goin To Chill Out At "Zanes" Now...Peace Out!!!!
1 November

Before i Die!!!

  My Title Rightfully taken from a Song called 'Before i Die' by 'Mushroom Head' it's really really awesome!!! But More To THe Point, This whole Diwali thing has actually brought to my attention the problem at hand... basically I'm more like a non-caring kinda person...but somehow the only thing i seem to bond to is the"Environment" I'm not lettin this one go easy!!! Basically what's the point of burning crackers??? Waste Of Money, Time & Utter Destruction to the Environment!!! THIS HAS GOT TO STOP!!!
 
  Well i spoke to a few of my friends about it and they definitely agreed!!! Though Gary made a very astounding point... He said to me like that just one person couldn't make that much of a difference... honestly I always believed that one person could..coz that's what we're taught throughtout of lifes in scholl and college!! But thinking about it... I realized that He was right... In a COuntry like Ours (India), One person alone can't do anything.... Thoguh support of the masses would be a really undefeatable Force.... Domination In Numbers!!! Well another thing i thought about was how the general Indin community would react to something like this, they'd all be like i'm tryin to stop they're religious practices and beliefs..... WElll People...I'm Sure youi'll remember 26th July.... Do You'll Ever Wonder why it rained so much..and all those Tsunamis..Ever WOnder why??? Well It's Becoz Everything in This WOrld has A Balance... When you Upset it...The Consequences are Drastic!!!! It's not like i have anything against Religion or anything...but Seriously Just think About it..In A City Like Mumbai, Where there's Pollution running rampant and un-checked festivals like Diwali, Holi and Ganesha just add the the pollution...
 
  Here's A Solution, Try cleaning up after??? Geniuses??? Ever Thopught Of That..But NO.... Don't Take Away Our Liberties... Let SOmeone else Do It.... People Befroe it Gets too Late... It's Really annoying to wake up in these past few Days...Breathing in Heavy fumes of the previous nite's Crackers and Gun-Powder!!! You'll may say like oh my God he's a Catholic so that's why he's against these Hindus, Pls Don't think THat.... It's Not Really Anything Like that.... Mid night Masses for Christmas, Easter and New Year are cut short coz of Noise Pollution...And Well maybe For a right cause... coz Maybe it's disturing... Late night Parties now have Dead-lines..Coz Of the Noise Again... That's fine Too!!! We're All Loosing A Lil Of SOmething Here... It's For us To Decide WHat we Love more... Our Environment.... or Our God!!!! Coz I'm Sure That no Religion actually asks to DIsturb nature in it's religious practices...SO Then why Do it!!!!
Peace Out!!!!
 
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Set Me Free
Let Me Be
Who And What I Am
Why Can't You See?
You Never Seem To Understand
This Pain I Feel Is As Real
As Your Ignorance
Question Fate
As I Await Deliverance
Like A Fantastic Fork
In Bloody Meat
Don't Give Me Love
I Wanna Drowned In Your Deep Divide
Tumbleweed Sew The Seed
In This Ghost Town
You Never Know
What You'll See
When The Sun Goes Down
I Saw Her Last
In A Dream
She Seems To Astound
Heard Of Her
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Before I Die (Mushroomhead)
 
 
31 October

One Wild Night!!!!

Damn Man, This Day Started Like Any Other.... Firstly Late Morning...No Call from Duran...Coz actually she was supposed to WAKE Me Up so that Jill and me could start Decorating Her Place... For Her Birthday!!!

LOL.... That finally happened... The Place was looking awesome lIke Really GREAT!!! After all when Greatness(Meaning ME) works on SOmething it's always Awesome!!!

No But LIke Seriously it was Basically spectacular!!!

No the Really wild Night started when Jill & Me went to pick up booze.... hahahahaha!!!! WE're Like at the booze shop rite, all of a sudden Duran's Dad pops up there to pick up beers and Breezers for the party... Hopin That he hadn't yet seen Me.... I Slowly Try to make My escape... Suddenly Our "Wise-Lady"(Jill) realizes she had left her cell wit me and decides to come take it back..while speaking out at the top of her lungs... "GILLU Don't get me Whiskey I'll Have RUM" No durinng this while i was tryin to make signs at her to say that Du's Dad was near but she didn't realize....He notices us and now Probably thinks we're Bad Influences on his Daughter ... Ok fuck taht, then well we were chillin' out and smoking in this back room at Du's party place...I Was keepiin Watch and suddenly i see her Pop Again..i try make some quick conveersation wit him and then almost sprint into the room to tell 'em that Du's POP is here, Can the cigis.... Our "Wise Lady"(Jill) now decides to hide the cigi rather than can it... in a few moments he's back into the room and notices this big white cloud leaving her mouth!!!! FUCKED SCENE...For Her more..but definitely he now thinks that i'm like a Partner in Crime!!! So That's That!!!

Throughout the party i try like my best to atleast stay away from him....

The Fun starts now... we later Decide that we'll go for a round to Town.... Connel claims that he'll be buying a Quater of Whiskey...Never really happened!! LOL!!! Expected it To be like That!!!!We reach town and get busted by cops...Luckily for Me and Gary, he saw a slight opening in the road and went through it...Evading Cops and Arrest...if they were to catch us...then we'd be so so so screwed.... Coz i had in my possession a whiskey quater.... the ride back was like ultimately Hilarious!!! Me and Gary lauging Our guts outBut overall thr Party WAs awesomely great grate

WEll I guess that's it then!!!

 
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